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Some vent things from a few days ago. Another instance of being attacked by stupid emotions at random, and that stupid voice telling me I'm a bad person for feeling bad because of some kind of chemical imbalance instead of some external reason that would be a "real" reason to be upset. And then the next day I was feeling okay again.
I've been pretty mood-swing-y lately, now that I think about it. More so than I've been in the past that is. It's kind of annoying.
U..um...does..your light bulb...need...changing?
I used to be consumed when these emotions hit me, and then I remember- I have nothing to feel sorry for. It was never my fault. And I choose anger and absurdity over shame and guilt and insignificance. Its not easy, that is for sure. I admire you for being willing to put it out there. And there's a lot of "feels" behind that. Here's the best I can do short of hugging the screen: *hug*. Unless you prefer brofists or back-pats.
This picture hits me. I feel like a horrible person a lot. The darkness of the pen strokes really convey that self loathing feeling.